lol i realised its been a while since i've blogged...
ok tts an understatement... its been really long
hasnt it? haha
many things have passed... promos were one of them
my life took ups and downs like a sine curve...
haha but the good thing about this sine curve
is that the amplitude gets larger and larger...
my problems may get tougher and tougher
yet my strength also grew day by day
one big change is that i've become so concious of God
in most parts of my life
i realised that no matter how alone i felt
there is always someone there to encourage me
and whenever im happy
someone is cheering with me, for me
im a person who thinks alot
naturally 'astray' it will go
but unconciously God kept feeding thoughts into my mind
to keep me strong in Him
and after that then i realised it wasn't just me who was fighting
there were times, i got 100% struck down
i didnt know what to do, what would happened
somehow i was strong enough to grit my teeth and just believe
and indeed His favour and grace pulled me through
i saw my dear frens sad
i felt helpless
i did every bit i could to try to cheer them up
i realised the pain they could feel just by talking to me
a person who did not go through what they went through
i stayed as a friend
who will laugh together and cry together and grow up together
i didnt fulfil alot of my responsibility
i lacked that discipline
and im still lacking alot of it
im sorry to those i may have offended or upset
im still learning =)
to smile, to make you smile
lol i think i'm just ranting...
but whatever i just didnt want this blog to die
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate
Our greatest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that’s within us
And as we let our own light shine
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
-Marianne Williamson
